Παρασκευή, Ιανουαρίου 21, 2005

great-grandmother

Kai kourasmeni kai nystagmeni...alla niwthw tin epithymia na grapsw gia enan anthrwpo pou skeftomai syxna ton teleftaio kairo.
An itan xrwma tha itan mavro.An itan zwo tha itan leaina.An itan dentro tha itan platanos...
To kserete afto to paixnidi?Vazeis enan anthrwpo sto myalo sou kai meta syndeontas ton me antikeimena,zwa k.a. mantevei o allos poios einai.
Eseis fysika den mporeite na mantepsete giati den tin kserete.
Gennithike prin apo 93 xronia se ena oreino xwrio tis Arkadias.Megalwse me skliri douleia sta ktimata tou patera tis exontas omws sxetikes aneseis tis epoxis pou alles tha zilevan.Sta 20 tis pantreftike enan xwrofylaka pou irthe kai ti zitise.O pateras tis fysika dextike.Htan idi megali gia ta dedomena tis epoxis.Gia morfwsi oute logos.Oi gnwseis tis periorizontan sta peri tis ypaithrou.
Pige na zisei me ton antra tis sto xwrio tou.Liga xiliometra molis pio makria apo to diko tis.Ftiaksane mazi ena omorfo petrino spiti,me avli kai kai tzaki gia na zisei ekei i diki tous oikogeneia.
Sta 21 tis arxise na gennovolaei...O P. einai "i prwti tis anoiksi" opws i idia leei gia ton prwtotoko tis.O Geo. einai o "mourtzouflis" tis.O H. einai "to gelio tou spitiou tis".O Gia. einai o "prokwmenos tis".Meta apo "4 paidia" opws leei o Theos tis edwse kai 4 koritsia.H G. "i strifnw" opws tin apokalei.H V. "i noikokyra".Kai i X. "i petra".Anamesa sti V. kai stin X. itan i A. pou xathike se ilikia 8 etwn.
O antras tis eleipe syxna logw epaggelmatos.Ta gennouse moni tis.Olomonaxi.Kathotan se mia karekla kai kratiotan apo ta kagela tou krevatiou.Dyo fores ti voithise i geitonissa tis i Th..Ton H. ton gennise sto xwrafi enw eixe paei gia kladema.
Ta paidia ithelan de ithelan voithousan stis douleies.Otan o megalyteros gios tis pige 12 xronwn ton esteile stin Athina.Me ta podia fysika.Na paei na vrei ena theio tou kai na doulepsei sto magazi tou.Eprepe na taktopoiithei prwta aftos,na frontisei na vrei ena spiti kai sti synexeia na erthoun na ton vroun ta aderfia tou.Etsi ki egine.Opoio eftane 15-16 xronwn to estelne stin Athina gia douleia.
Apo ekei kai pera itan i mana tou kalokairiou.Otan mporousan pigainan ta paidia na ti doun sto xwrio.
Ton polemo tou 40' ton ezise apo poly konta.O antras tis eleipe poso kairo stin Alvania.Oi Italoi kai oi Germanoi trigyrnousan sto xwrio.Ta agatha meiwnontan.Kata periergo tropo ekeini tin epoxi ktimata tis xathikan.H epiviwsi sigoura itan dyskoli.Den itan moni tis.Eixe alla 7 stomata.
Sta 60 tis emeine xhra.H ygeia tou antra tis apo ton polemo kai meta den itan kai poli dinati.Htan filasthenos kai pethane apo pnevmonia.
Zei 33 xronia moni tis s'ena xwrio opou oi monimoi katoikoi tou den einai panw apo 15-20.Tous xeimwnes katvainei gia 3 mines stin Athina opou diamenei apo ligo sto spiti kathe paidiou tis.Meta ksanapaei sto xwrio.Kamia fora pane kai ti vlepoun ta paidia tis.Oloi mazevomaste ekei sti 21 Avgoustou.Giortazei to xwrio.
Den mporw na pw oti me trellainei to skiniko na menw me allous 25-30,giati tosoi exoume ginei, se ena spiti,alla oso zei de mou paei kardia na min pigainw.
Tha mporousa na grafw selides oloklires gia aftin.Tis istories pou mou exei pei.Ta koutsompolia tis gia ton antra tis.Ta parapona tis apo tis nyfes tis.Gia ekeini ti fora pou mia mpounia sto sterno tin epanefere sti zwi,Kai alla polla.
Mia gynaika toso skliri oso de fantazetai anthrwpos.Den to dialekse.Oi synthikes tin ekanan.Ta gennouse,ta ksepetage kai ta estelne na vroun tin tyxi tous.
Mia gynaika toso eftyxismeni oso de fantazetai anthrwpos.Me 7 paidia,8 eggonia kai 7 diseggona. Mia gynaika pou aisthanomai poly tyxeri pou ti gnwrizw kai pou einai progiagia mou.
Einai i moni progiagia pou exw zisei arketa.Gnwrisa alles dyo kai enan propappou alla den prolava na tous mathw.
Eimai to prwto tis diseggono.Opote me vlepei mou leei:"Ante mana mou kana kalo paidi vrikes??Prolavainw,den prolavainw na dw kana triseggono??"
(An zisei kamia 10aria xronia akomi, paizei ki afto!)
:-) I love u vre Stathoula!Anisixw mi mou patheis tipota!Kai oso gi'afto pou mou eleges tis proalles "na vreite kana farmako paidi mou ekei pou mathaineis grammata na min pethainoun oi neoi,na zoune polla xronia oi anthrwpoi" mallon i voitheia sou tha itan polytimi stin epistimoniki koinotita.Ksereis fainetai to mystiko!